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Words of blame to the one that blames I am so angryWords of blame to the one that blames by ~maidthatyoufear
that some
fat
ugly
self important
bitch
got a wonderful guy
and is taking advantage of him.
I've seen how you treat him.
You think he's pathetic.
You think his love for you is pathetic
and I can't stand watching you roll your eyes at him
or talk about him
like you're better.
Because you're not.
You're mentally disturbed
and sick
and don't want help.
You're hurtful and mean
and push people away on purpose.
And you think the man that
loves you
and
stays by your side no matter what
is the problem.
The man that will do anything for you
is the one you try to hurt the most.
You would die to esca
Fourty Three. I was expecting so much moreFourty Three. by ~maidthatyoufear
so much better.
I don't know what I wanted
but I know it wasn't this.
That sounds stupid.
I'm not trying to be greedy.
Or say that I deserve better.
It's not really about what I deserve
it's about what I wanted.
But maybe I'm getting what I deserve
and not what I wanted.
It's really not fair of me to whine.
Just because I expected a rose garden doesn't mean that life is one.
Or maybe it is and I'm just focussing more on the thorns than on anything else.
That's wrong, is it?
Oh I don't know.
I'm obviously doing this life thing wrong.
I guess I'm mostly sick
of having to make excuses.
My m
He called me Sunshine. I have tears running down my cheeksHe called me Sunshine. by ~maidthatyoufear
and my sides are missing some
arms to hold them.
I want to stop hurting
every time he says he
has been
with another girl.
I want to stop imagining him holding her
and kissing her.
I want to stop wondering if he looked at her
like he looks at me
or if he
told her the same things
he's telling me.
I always wonder
at his precious body.
Precious in the sense
that I think of it as fragile.
Like an intricate china tea cup.
I always wonder
at how much I love him.
I always wonder
at how easily hurt I am
by his past.
I guess I just didn't realize I was engaged to someo
Marilyn Manson 2 I love you more than Lady GaGa.Marilyn Manson 2 by ~maidthatyoufear
I love you more than Marilyn Manson.
I even love you more than Matthew Good.
I love you more than carbs
or sour cream
or coffee.
And I can safely say I love you more than tea.
I love you more than my cell phone
or my Ipod
or my computer.
And I want to be with you more than I want a Mac.
I love you more than the smell of gasoline
I love you more than anything flannel.
I love you more than comfy sweaters.
I love you more than sleep
or art
or music.
If I had to trade anything for you, I would.
Cause all those things that mean the world to me most days,
they wouldn't mean a thing to me
Sta.sh
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I wish I hadn't stumbled upon this accidentally. I wish I had been looking for it. I wish I knew more about you. I wish I could meet you, you sound like you need a hug.
I hope your boyfriend knows what he has, he sounds like an asshole, but I think there is another side to all of this we are not seeing.